erin ([info]ernonono) wrote,
  • Mood: contemplative
  • Music: Hole-Violet
My intuitions, I've realized lately, have been slightly off. Especially in terms of people coming in and out of my life.

I am known for my passions. My family and friends always comment on my drive, understanding, and true-to-the-end tendencies with my relationships and my work. So, it should go without saying that this is true especially with people who I love and have loved. If you are one of those people then you know first hand how attached I become.
My heart is as vast as the oceans and always has room for "one more". However, once you enter my heart's ocean part of you will remain there stuck inside the Bermuda Triangle it's created.

Why am I discussing this all with you? You might be curious to know. So, time to get back on track...

Well, recently hints of "intuitive flare" have lead me to believe that people from my past are near and will return into my life after being absent long enough for my heart to heal the wounds they've inflicted.
At first I thought, due to the nature of the "flares" as I call them, it was to reclaim the love that had perhaps lingered over time. However, I now realize that is not the case. In fact it's the opposite.
Instead of coming along and making me feel wonder once again, these ghosts from my past have come to damage me further.
And all I have to say is, GOOD LUCK TRYING! I am happy. I am healthy. I am in love. Basically I am doing GREAT. So, if you are one of those who plans on tromping in on my Erin parade and stealing all the sweet, free candy know that you aren't invited and I don't want you around.
Thanks and have a good day.

note: this post is intended for me to vent and free write as i sit and ponder the months events. please try not to take it personally, unless you should and you know who you are that should.

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Your IP address will be recorded 

  • 2 comments

[info]iwishonstars

July 27 2005, 02:18:52 UTC 6 years ago

I love you words...
and they are so very true.

[info]e_nose

July 28 2005, 13:46:00 UTC 6 years ago

i have been having the same feeling about people from my past returning (and then yesterday, i found out that my feeling was true!), but i don't know yet if it is going to be a good or bad thing. i'm very nervous and excited.
Create an Account
Forgot your login or password?
Facebook Twitter More login options
English • Español • Deutsch • Русский…